How long has it been since I last blogged?

Two nights ago, I met Dee-dee. Just a casual hey-how-ya-been-doin dinner with 4 others. As the night wore on, one by one left leaving us two together. then it happened again. Chemistry. Shitty effing chemistry.

I mean, there she was sitting across of me, updating me that she had dumped Irene for good (finally!) and was dating Shirelle a while back but things didn't work out... I kept nodding my head, looking down or rather Trying Not to look at her eyes, her legs, her arms... *gulp


I shared about my trying partnership with Juanita. And u know what, she got me.

      There was a difference in background. Our ethnicity was different.
      We ran about with different people. And I hate kids...
      Juanita had two of her own...

I mean, there was just so many things going against us...

And Dee emphatically understood it all. She immediately recognize knows where I'm coming from.

Me and juanita had parted only but recently and badly too..

Then one thing led to another and me and dee-dee pulled an all-niter!

Damn old habits!


***The mobile rang. It's Tanya. Dinner tonite on her. Strange for her to make such initiative but oh well, why not.

But back to Dee.

No, I'm not going to be sucked into another Dee episode. We're so over. I'm not going to call Dee to join. Besides, that would totally upset Tanya coz there's urm,,, bad blood between them. (read as I dumped Tanya for Dee)

Anyways, remember my cousin? She is now married and need I say tt it isn't going well for she and him.


A year have gone and passed. But how come everything's still the same?

ShitFuck.